Screw beauty

2012-01-23T01:26:00.003+08:00

HARROW I'm finally backzxc hehehe. Sorry for the late post! Too many tests last week! Ok summarize of what I've did for the past few weeks. Dinner @ espresSoup

Cousin's wedding at M hotel

Love granny hehe

My cousin's children sho cutezxc!

Dinz @ Swee Choon Tim Sum Restaurant

Fav Yam paste!

Lunch @ Two Chefs Eating Place before heading to work

BUTTER RIBS!!! FREAKING NICE

Dinz @ Maxwell Food Centre~ Those who have not tried the lao ban beancurd, it's a MUST

& lastly w second sis hehehe lovelove

Ok I know my post is like all food hehehe. Growing fatter alre na ): Kkm on some sat w the usual kkm eating buddies haha. As usual been heading to panjang lately.. Met up w them & head to Junction10 for a walk. Headed to CWP for midnight movie. Caught Contraband w them. Soso lorzxc? Okzxc one good news, gonna stop partying till my exams are over hehe. For those who know, there isn't a sat or fri I would miss partying, BUT with determination, I didn't head to any of the clubs despite the pyscho-ing hehehe yay! I need more determination! Hehe fri night was spend at town w the panjang ppl till I went to bugis and bukit timah w bby and friends for supper. Back to panjang and bro came to fetch me home hehehe love! Caught The Descendant at cine last night with my bby and friends. One word: B O R I N G lorzxc! Update soon on reunion dinner w fam & relatives. Before I end this post, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR PEOPLE HEHEHE ☺♡♥

2012-01-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

BACK TMR

XOXO

2012-01-06T04:16:00.001+08:00

Just a sum up of what I've been through this 365 days. Never ever had I felt so bliss, so hectic in my life ever. I had the best company I ever had, who's been there for me through thick and thin. Those buddies I had, really made a difference in my life. Although we drifted apart, I still miss those good times and moments we shared.

My babygirl whom I don't wanna lose.. Yes we kinda drifted apart, busying with our own stuff. But still, I enjoyed the presence of you being by side where I share every secrets of mine to you last time. I miss those late nights slacking with you, meeting you 6 days out of a week. I really hope we could pull back that bond we used to have. Miss you..

Nvr did I expect us to be so close to the extent that I can literally confide in her. She's the next closest person in my life whom literally knows my timetable well, every lil dirty secrets I have. She's the craziest bitch ever where we do the most bitchy stuffs together. Hehe love you baby!

Used to be so close w her! But as time pass by, we were all too busy w our stuffs and neglected each other. But still I enjoyed those moments we had previously, really miss those moments where laughter is all around!

Not forgetting this cute lil girl of mine. Although we drifted apart, but we still managed to find time for some short meet up. Never ever once judged me for my wrongdoings, instead she pulled me out of my nightmare. Really appreciate this girl so damn much. Love you teeheee!

The girl who dotes and loves me the most.. Hehehe although we drifted damn farrrrrr, where the only place we meet and catch up now is at club, but still I aprreciate you being there giving me guidance.

Not forgetting my polymates who's been very supportive of me be it my r/s or studies. Always encourage me esp studies, hahaha blame myself for being such an lazy ass in school. Sorry for those troubles caused hahaha. Love chu guys!

& lastly, the guy who replaced D in my heart. I don't deny he's still in my mind, because out of all the boyfriends I had, he's the best. He may be controlling at times, with his bad tempered and all, but his love for his gf is unconditional. You can trust him with all your heart. Thanks to him that I've gotten D out of my heart. Ok we are just friends now. Nothing beyond that. I wish nothing but the best for you.

Overall, I think my 2011 was quite okay? Ok upload more maybe tmr! XOXO

2011-12-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we just got to accept that some people aren't meant to stay in your life. You know what hurts? When ALL your friends are hanging out without you. I lead you to this clique, but what happen? Do you even bother asking me out? Just one word, disappointed. I'm done trying.

2011-12-27T23:53:00.001+08:00

Finally back to this space, miss me? Haha, I swear life's a bitch. How did you guys spend your holidays? I guess you guys know what I'll be doing throughout the holidays righttttt.. Yes, party, party and party. Partying almost every wed, fri and sat. Honestly I don't know what I've changed to. Really hate myself in this state now. Ok, belated X'mas to all. How did you guys spend your X'mas? Well mine was nothing special? Just some x'mas party, partying hard on fri night @ powerhouse & rebel on christmas eve on sat.

Town for dinz & shopping

Rebel on wed with polymates. Didn't expect to see D though, can't believe we still have tons to say. Who says ex can't be friends anymore?

Hi ass why chu so handsome? HAHAHA HAPPY?

Friday with Nic @ powerhouse

Steamboat plus xiao long bao buffet @ Holland V on Sun

That probably summarize what I've been doing lately? I don't know if you'll read my blog, if you do, I want to say I'm sorry. I pushed you away. You treated me way better than some of my ex does. But I'll never accept my ex's friends. I honestly don't understand guys, they say they love you and yet in a blink of eye you'll see them falling for another. Kudos to them. I've grown stronger and I'm building up walls around my heart. To those who's gonna hurt me, I'll make sure I return you twice as much as you give me. Mark my words.

2011-12-05T01:26:00.001+08:00

Summarize of what I've done last week. Caught puss in boots hehe sho cute lor! Late supper @ 651. Meeting bbg almost every night. Suncity for some drinks. Late nights @ jurong/batok/panjang. Slacking at pioneer mall with buddies till morning. & NO clubbing ytd hehe. K haven start revising for test D I E. Where's my motivation? Sigh

2011-12-02T12:43:00.002+08:00

HARRROW PPL I'M BACK! Hehehe miss me?

K tests is getting on my nerves, like literally every week there is one. ARGHHH. Back to work on fri & sat, miss those workfriends! K think you all know what I do on a saturday night righttttt. Club with the usual, panjang for kkm again. Headed to batok on sun, & panjang lately this few days.

2011-11-23T03:21:00.001+08:00

I thought.. I thought I was strong. I thought I was able to.. able to move on. Didn't know I still care. Maybe there's still this one part of me not letting go. I acted like it wasn't a big deal, when really it was breaking my heart. You think moving on is easy? Hate it when all memories just came back rushing back to me. I miss all those moments I had with you. Those nights where we hugged each other to bed. I just simply miss you. Maybe all I need is a mother fucking slap of reality

2011-11-22T22:21:00.001+08:00

hehehe it's been so long since I last met up with buddies! Happy Birthday Xide! Headed to his house for some midnight steamboat hehe felt the warmth, I LIKE.

And as usual, ph on wed & sat. Ok no more on wed SIGHHHH.

Ph on sat with polymates hehehe ALL TOO HIGH HEHE. Headed to panjang for kkm after clubbing hehehe (;

Headed to ph on last fri & sat. FRI SUCKS MAX. Got way too drunkkkk nb. My blog is about clubbing now SIGHHHH WHAT TO DO. But I study hard work hard ok. Sigh I miss you.. K can't wait for sat to arrive. To the playground hehe

2011-11-11T19:28:00.001+08:00

Ph last wed & sun hehe. Headed on this wednesday too & got myself a nagging session by dad. Slept for only an hr and headed to school. LIKE A ZOMBIE. Hehehe ph tmr again! Like ph siao right, what to do. See you if I see you all k

XOXO

2011-11-08T02:06:00.001+08:00

Don't worry guys, I'm fine & still standing strong hehe. Sorted things out with E. It's like a load off my mind. Still friends ☺ Never felt so happy. I would most probably be lying if I say I'm not affected nor hurt. But whatever case it is, as long as you're happy, I am. Last long ok hehehe. You both better treasure each other! Ok after 2 weeks of not partying, I'm back to partying again hahaha well oh wellzzz. Partying last wed at ph was the sexxxxxx hehehe ph on sun sucks max though. Upload photos most probably tmr? hehehe oh ya i had a haircut ytd, like so demure right after cutting

Back from drinking hehe OK FUCKING SCH AT 8AM TMR, CIAO XOXO

Moving on

2011-11-02T15:41:00.001+08:00

Want this to end? I fulfil you. You're free to go now. If you think this is the best way for me to let go and move on, so be it. I had enough of this bullshit coming from guys. Not gonna be a fool like how I waited for D a year plus. Not gonna completely trust a guy's word from now on. Watch how I change k

2011-11-02T00:19:00.001+08:00

k I get the hint

Just that weak

2011-10-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

Missing you so badly now..

I miss waking up seeing you lying next to me
I miss talking on the phone with you every night till morning
I miss you fetching me to your home
I miss taking the first train down to your house
I miss you piggybacking me crossing the road
I miss how we ended up fighting with each other
I miss you helping me to massage
I miss how you hugged me to sleep
I miss you calling me baby
I miss the times when you're mad
I miss the way you talk
I miss spending my everyday with you
I miss how your silly smiles made me laugh
I miss hugging you like a polar bear and falling asleep
I miss playing with you
I miss watching horror movies with you
I miss how you force me to finish up my food
I miss the times when I'm staying over at your place
I miss how we challenged tap studio to see who got the highest scores
I miss the way you fight Akuma till you win
I miss lying on your bed talking about everything
I miss how you asked me to cut down on smoking when I'm at taiwan
I miss how you made me promise to drink 4 cups of water bcos I kept smoking
I miss you reminding me to eat whether I ve appetite or not
I miss having kkm with you
I miss you telling me Hihi babybitch ♥ babyjerk miss u ♥
I miss the times when we snatched blosters
I miss you sharing earpiece with me
I miss how you kept repeating the song lyrics
I miss how you could be your ownself when you're with me
I miss snuggling in your bed with your warm hugs around me
I miss having you by my side
I miss how close we once were
I miss having all this memories with you
I miss you being mine
& lastly,
I miss being your girlfriend

There's still so many stuffs I want to do with you, so many memories I want to create with you.. I wish you could walk me to school. I wish we could cook together. I wish I could be by your side when you're sick. I would nurse you till you recover. I want to watch movies with you in bed. I want to cook for you. I want to walk under the rain with you. I want to kiss you goodnight. I want to wake up next to you everyday. I want to do more things with you.. I don't want to lose you. Whatever case it is, just remember I'll always be there for you when you need me.

2011-10-29T17:31:00.003+08:00

If there's time machine, i'll go back to the past and salvage everything to make things right and make you mine

Tired of crying, tired of trying and tired of waiting. I wish I can tell you how much my heart needs yours. Seeing you always makes my day so much better. But there's no point holding on something that isn't meant to be yours. Sometimes, the best way to be happy is to learn to let go of things you try so hard to hold on to. Maybe we just weren't meant to be. I don't know which sentence you said is true anymore. Couldn't endure all those hurt anymore. First was D, now you. I don't want to get used to the hurt anymore. One day you'll see.

Happy Birthday fatboy ♥

2011-10-24T02:07:00.000+08:00

First attempt on baking a cheesecake! First guy I ever baked for. Hehe so glad that you like the cake although it's too sweet. Happy Birthday fatboy ♥ Every thoughts have been written in the cute bday card I did for you. As long as you're happy, nothing else matters. I wished I could go back to where we started, I'll cherish you.. No matter what, I'm not giving up! I love you, stereoloveboy <3

Kidnap your heart

2011-10-20T03:14:00.000+08:00

The only wish I have now is to kidnap your heart

Miss hugging you to sleep. Miss how you were once mine. I still believe and I still hope. Just a fool holding on to something that's not mine anymore. That's just me when I fall too hard. I'm holding on to this love and I'm not going to let it go just yet.. Yknow how much you still stand in my heart. I want nobody, but you.. I love you, stereoloveboy ♥

2011-10-17T22:37:00.001+08:00

FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL

Had less than 3 hrs of sleep before heading to sch SHAG MAX
Sch at 8am tmr, FUCKING 8AM. Gonna crash my bed naoxzxc XOXO

2011-10-15T04:13:00.001+08:00

Been heading to powerhouse every wed and sat. I hope this week will be the last week I'm clubbing since sch's starting on monday. Seriously needa maintain hehe

Bro's POP

hehe life's been a bitch BOO xoxo

2011-10-08T00:02:00.001+08:00

Not been home on sun and tue, reached home on wed prepared and off to powerhouse. Dad is raging. But home is just too stress for me to stay.. Thoughts just went wild.. Hate myself in this pathetic state.

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Honestly, I’m not sure if I should keep holding on or if I should let go. It’s stupid to hold on to something that just keeps hurting you, but it’s also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted. Want to know something? The time I was with you was the happiest I’ve been in a long time. That’s part of the reason it’s so hard to get over you and move on, because you were such a significant part of my life and the thought of losing you killed me. Now I feel like I’m never going to be happy again, at least not as happy as I was with you. To tell you the truth, I’d give anything to get back that time, even go through the hurt again.

via
Eletheowl

Lost love..

2011-10-04T00:34:00.001+08:00

Boy, would you come back to me? Will you be back? You ain't gonna regret.. You don't know much space you've taken in my heart. All I think about it's you. Every seconds of my life I wished to be a part of your life again. It just hurts to see you in this state. My heart is in pain, but I'm smiling for you. You wouldn't regret coming back to me, I'll show you that it's worth it.. I'll be waiting till my feelings are over. I love you boy, E

2011-09-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hurt again.. Never did I expect this to end so fast.. It's piercing right through my heart. Nothing can explain how hurt I am right now. Reading back those wall post we posted, those nights staying over at your place.. I really felt so happy back then. I miss hugging you to slp.. Miss how you hug me to sleep.. I miss sleeping beside you and I miss those small little fights we had.. Don't understand why every time I gave my all to a guy and I'm bound to get ditched and hurt, like always.. I don't know what I do to deserve all this shit. I finally walked out of my nightmare, opened my heart to someone whom I thought wouldn't bring pain to me.. but in the end you left me alone again. I stupidly thought we could last. I'm such a pathetic loser. Always couldn't make a guy fall strong enough for me. I swear my heart is all yours now, but I know you'll never be back again. Nothing could change your mind.. Maybe it's time I face the fact that you're gone for real and we're over.

PHOTO SPAMXZXZXZ

2011-09-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

The remaining days spent in Taiwan. Love the Taiwan Sausage! The spiciness wa simply shiokness! Didn't had much proper meal in taiwan bcos mostly were finger foods. Spent all my money on IDK where LOL

I know this look disgusting, idk why my sis shot this while i was REALLY eating

Their yakult comes in this huge size!

Bby's favorite spicy beef maggie! Can you imagine squeezing 9 cup noodle in my luggage for him & his family?

Breakfast

Famous mian xian in Taiwan

Tried so many of their bubble tea, so so nia

Lover's Bridge @ Fisherman Wharf

SO PRETTTTTTTY

hehehe pasta time

Ok, end of taiwan trip! Was exhausted during the 5 days in Taiwan, can't wait to get back to Sg @ that point of time. But still, enjoyed the trip. This trip caused me to be super broke, Sigh owe $$ pay $$ time ):

Taiwan Trip - 1st Day

2011-09-22T15:54:00.002+08:00

ECFA HOTEL

Bubble bath + smoking + drinking = SHIOK

Smelly tofu, really super smelly! The first taste can send you to hell, but gradually got used to the taste.

Ok 1st day spent in taiwan was more or less like this, don't really have the mood to blog though. Update on the rest of the taiwan trip in the next post
BUAIZ

Getaway

2011-09-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

Upload on Taiwan trip most probably tmr XOXO

Club Burberry

2011-09-18T21:21:00.001+08:00

Back from taiwan on monday midnight, homed to unpacked luggage & off to bby's home in the morning. Met up with buddies next to surprise Desmond for his 19 birthday. Lucky things went smoothly. Club Burberry the next day. Drank way too much. All thanks to the 5 10. Always lose to Elvin!! Then waterfall mix with martel was the killer zzzz. Headed for porridge next with buddies and cab down to powerhouse to look for bby. Spent the morning with bby in boon lay hehehe.

Only have this few photos because that idiot wilfred go reformat his stupid iphone. All videos and photos gone ): Should ve bought my camera along, but well lazy to use them anymore hahahaha. Headed to powerhouse last night with the girls, had a tiff with bby again, yes again. Not because I was there without him, he was there too ok. But lucky things were fine ytd hehe. First time ever not drinking in club! Gonna cut down on club seriously. XOXO

2011-09-15T00:26:00.000+08:00

Been quarreling with bby lately. I don't know why, but I hated quarreling. I wish everyday could be the way we are last week when I was staying over at your place for 2 days. I genuinely felt happy and you're the cause of it. I know I disappointed you by drinking and then negative thoughts and hurt came all rushing back at me. I just want this r/s to work out. I don't wanna suffer from any heartbreak anymore. Whatever it takes to make this r/s work, Im gonna try. I can sense that you lost your trust to me and I don't know why I just felt like your love for me has decreased. I really hope it's me who's being paranoid. Update on Taiwan trip soon when I get the photos. XOXO

*& cousins who see this please keep it to yourself. I don' want to risk my freedom*

New love, ♥

2011-09-03T03:49:00.000+08:00

Finally plucked up the courage to move on. The worst nightmare that has been haunting me for the past 1 year is finally gone. I believe this time round this guy I fall for will be way better than you. At least he made me feel so secure with his arms around me. I may not be the best girlfriend in the world, but I'll do anything to make you happy. I'm that type of gf whom if I feel you are worth it, I'm willing to sacrifice everything just for you. But I'm slowly losing confidence in r/s bcos of one bad experience. It haunts me sometimes making me recall how jerk guys can be. So baby, prove to me you're worth my love. ♥

2011-09-03T03:15:00.002+08:00

Cooked spag & penne carbonara with sisters! Random cooking session, love how we bond we like this ♥

0623 in da morning

2011-08-28T06:23:00.000+08:00

S O . B O R E D

Penning down my thoughts

2011-08-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

Didn't expect to see D after all this time. I was afraid of seeing D because I know I couldn't control my feelings. Yes it came true. Those feelings just rush back. Many told me to move on and not getting stuck to the past. It's been a year plus since D left, but I still stupidly held on. I sort of still want him back in my life. Ok plain stupid I know. It's not like I wanted to. Those feelings just stays there. He taught me how to love, taught me how to cry and then taught me how to say goodbye. An apology now after all of this time, won't make any differences tonight. Sorry doesn't turn back time. Just because you apologized, doesn't mean my heart is magically fixed. Those hurt you caused stays permanently and can't stop haunting me. I know you're guilty. No matter how I asked you not to feel guilty since it's over and also a year has passed, but maybe its just like how I held on for so long. & I know it's impossible for us to be back tgt again bcos then even if we still stand a chance, you would be under tremendous stress bcos you'll be afraid of inflicting more hurt on me. So maybe the best way for us is to remain as friend..

2011-08-26T22:56:00.006+08:00

Headed to powerhouse on wed! LIKE FINALLY. Power to the house! Miss vanessa fucking much. Love her v v much! Hell fun that night. So many familiar ppl there. Didn't expect D and his friends to be there too, well we catched up.

Lunar & Rebel last wed with Sheryl. Hahaha we only get to know each other that day. So funny. Had so much fun with her though!

Headed to Queensway shopping center with sis last last week I think? LOL.

Then meet this retarded shawn since he's working at Jurong Point.

Ok, polymates now! Presenting you the August baby! Kianyew's and Nicholas Bday!

Lunch @ Paragon with polymates after our major presentation~

Exam is literally killing me. Did badly for one paper ): Sighhhh gonna be prepared if I have to repeat module. Arghhh. Spending my studies week with buddies and polymates. Didn't really expect buddies to be so hardworking hahaha. Ricson's home and airport to revise last week. Spent one night over at Ricson's place with polymates. As for nw LAST PAPER ON WED. Can't wait for all this shit to end. Sept marks the freedom I yearned for. TAIWAN I'M COMING FOR YOU!

2011-08-22T17:01:00.000+08:00

B R B

2011-08-15T00:54:00.001+08:00

Mundane routine. Kind of sick of life. Elvin's birthday celebration @ pasir ris park. Usual bbq-ing, slacking and drinking.

Cabbed home ard 2 plus as there's work the next day. NDP set up for work, kind of relaxing though..

& some random pics where we headed to Singapore Island Country Club for work

Caught the Captain America & Zookeeper with buddies. Not v exciting though. Celebrated guojie's bday and poly's mates Kianyew's bday last week. Presentation on project was finally over. Though I did badly, but still thank god it's over. Think I would ve gotten a D because I really did badly which demoralized me even furthur in mugging hard for the papers. Exam on this coming fri & I've not revise a single shit. FUCK THIS SHIT. Really sick of this mundane rountine

2011-08-05T00:46:00.002+08:00

So much for the promising hahaha. Headed to rebel on wed again LOL. Kinda boring though, don't know if it's caused by the physically or mentally tired body. Project presentation next wed, not completed ): Sigh. What's worse is we can only do it in sch because we couldn't download it to our lappy MAJOR SIGH

2011-08-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

RACING WITH TIME

2011-08-02T00:03:00.003+08:00

Ok, my life like so mundane, always the same old story. Ya I know, club again. Well, what to do? That's life. Can't find any other things that hype up my life. Sigh. Been to Singapore Island Country Club on sat to work & cabbed down to clarke quay to rock with my girls! Fucking drunktard, all thanks to simyee's one bottle of chivas, & some random guy treated drinks & flaming lambo

Well, would give club a miss from this week onwards. GOTTA MUG HARD I SWEAR XOXO

Rebel ladies night

2011-07-30T01:03:00.001+08:00

hehe rebel on wed with my crazy girl again! I think I've been hitting the club WAY TOO often? LOL. Whatever case it is, I enjoyed myself very much with the presence of my crazy girl hehehe.

Met up with the usual buddies for some slacking session after school when we dismiss early. SAME OLD ROUTINE. Oh ya, I finally had my bak kut teh @ sembawang yesterday. hehehe, thanks coach for fetching to and fro! hehehe MUG HARD MUG HARD NOWXCZXCZXCX

Club Burberry on a fri night

2011-07-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

Steamboat with the usual buddies at bugis after sch for Kenneth's advance birthday celebration! Cabbed down to Burberry for drinking session!

Been slacking too much, time for some serious business. Gotta mug for my examszszxzcxszcszx! XOXO

2011-07-28T22:51:00.012+08:00

LOL some random photos taken during work~

Meet up with my beautiful hjm Ong Yu Ting! Miss her so muchhhhhhhhhh! Hehe celebrated advance birthday with her on wed! Finally catch up! Treated her dinner @ Sho Teppan! Had shabu shabu~

Enjoyed the day with my beautiful ong hehehe love you so much! Left ard 10 plus & meet my crazy partner at 11 plus @ cityhall. Headed to Swiss Hotel 71 storey the New Asia Bar - SKY VIP Ladies Night. New experience, had so much fun there! Cabed down to Rebel next with Simyee & her girls! The best night I ever enjoyed, cancelling away the hangover part. LOL. Had a lil too much that night!

XOXO

2011-07-18T01:36:00.001+08:00

No one knows how you really feel cause everyone feels differently
爱那么深,深到受到伤,伤得那么重,最中还是要放弃..
说了再见才发现再也见不到..
你的明天有多快乐都不是我给的..

Finally bowl

2011-07-14T22:13:00.008+08:00

Ok, I might as well continue posting since I ve the time nw. Sigh gotta work tml & sat. $$$$ I NEED MONEY If it's nt for the taiwan and korea trip Sigh. Hope all of us could get to the korea trip hehehe! Because of the fail attempt of bowling the previous day, we went for bowling the next day(which is tuesday). Headed to Marina Square for dinner & then headed for bowling.

HAHAHA I KNOW I LOOK RETARDED HERE

After bowling, headed off at 8 & met buddies at 9+. Caught the Transformers: Dark of the Moon! It's definetely worth it! So niceeeeeee lor! I know I kinda noob la, nw then watch. HAHAHA too bad, proj is killing me zzzzz XOXO

Failed bowling day

2011-07-14T21:07:00.004+08:00

SUAY MAX. Went to both places for bowling but both places were either booked or has tournament. SIAN MAXIMUM LOR PLEASE. Update sooon XOXO

late nights

2011-07-09T01:12:00.003+08:00

Headed to Aloha Loyang last wed for work chalet which is alvin's farewell party! Fucking puked in the train zzz ALL THANKS TO THE RUNNING

ok been so busy this few weeks! So many things to do! Time is never enough! Headed to powerhouse on wed with Anthea sis and & her friends! Meet up with vanessa ltr on & we got so fucking high. Lieterally drunk!

FUCKING MISS HER!

So much for partying & I survived the whole day with only 2 hrs of slp -.-

Meet up with bbg, Hogan, Kingston, newton, working da jie & da ge for prawning session @ bishan after sch. Prawned for 3 hours! I swear I was like zombie. Headed to tpy next for dinner! Ok, still feeling v shag nw, update soon! XOXO

2011-07-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

The only photo I taken with Junjie. Stay strong, Sophia needs you.. My heart break down when I receive this peice of news. Although we weren't that close, but we did spend some quality time hanging out tgt. I miss how we used to go out tgt, how sweet you and Sophia were. Sophia must be in pain now, if I were to compare between me & her, she's definetely much more stronger than me. Stay strong Sophia! Junjie needs you too! GOD BLESS PLEASE!!

Please pray that he'll be fine, GOD BLESS

Just thoughts

2011-07-03T04:42:00.000+08:00

Sudden feel to pen down my thoughts. For those who know me, or those who read my blog should ve known that I was with D a year ago and our r/s lasted for 6 months. I was on bad terms with my dad after he get to know our r/s but never did I regret having this r/s. It's been a year and I admit I still miss him, even now.. I sort of wanted him back in my life. I don't know why am I still holding on. Forgetting the hurt and past doesn’t make it all better, it just makes it hurt again when you suddenly remember. The hurt I never ever forget for the rest of my life. Maybe it's the dote and care that he shown made me forget all those hurt he inflicted on me. I don't know if its me being stubborn or what. But I believed once you have feelings for someone, those feelings will always be there. You may not like them anymore, but you’ll still care. From D I found what true love was. I never felt like this in my previous r/s before. He was everything I wanted. I hope reality comes and slap my face real hard so I can wake up & stop holding on. Why do you leave so much memories behind.. Sometimes the best memories are sad, because you know they will never happen again. Kk I should really stop, memories is filling my brain now zzz

light up my world somebody

2011-06-29T00:10:00.001+08:00

P R O J E C T K I L L S

Gotta go museum and chalet bbq night tml. Stay tuned.. XOXO

2011-06-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

"We’re all so fake and desperate. Blurting out “I love you’s” after three days. Kissing before we understand what’s happening. making out before we know what we mean to each other. But in the middle of all that, I know we want this more than anything."

I just wanna dance & I don't really care

2011-06-23T21:17:00.001+08:00

Rebel night with lovely simyee! Party like crazy! The ever first time I sweat like hell, fucking sweaty I swear!

Update soon, XOXO

New haircut

2011-06-22T02:09:00.004+08:00

Oh ya I had a new haircut few days back. My back is not v anymore, it's straight cut! Kind of not used to it leh, like not sexier anymore LOL. & this new bangs really make me look like xmm ):

GROW LONGER PWEASEXCXZ!

♥

2011-06-22T02:06:00.001+08:00

Met up with this crazy bitch of mine! Hehehe miss her so much! Finally catch up! Settled our dinner @ cine kopitiam, bobian I too broke alre HAHA. Gossip session next & a lil window shopping! Met up with second sis b'cos she gt the jitters after watching 'the ward' LOL

Met up with buddies next! Slacking @ our new hangout place LOL

We've been meeting like almost everyday? Slacking almost everynight. Bored life I know. But we always seems to ve endless topic. We can talk from snake then to wrestling LOL. Met up with them the other night @ pioneer mall mac. Slacked till 12 plus & headed to safra. DOTA SIAO LO THEM. Left @ 3++ & headed 651 for supper~ Finally hsh @ 5+! & ytd met up with the usual & caught the popper's penguin! It's a MUST watch show! So cuteeeeee! hehe. Slacked @ our usual hangout place again. This motherfucking holiday is all about slacking! Well, gonna hit the club tml hehehehe! Till then, XOXO

2011-06-20T20:36:00.001+08:00

Out with the secondary cliques for dinner last thursday! Caught up a lil with them. Just a simple dinner melts my heart! hehe.

Slacked with the usual buddies. I haven't done anything since holidays. Keep heading out till the wee of the night. Ok heading out soon again, update maybe tml or the day after? hehe XOXO

Fort Siloso

2011-06-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

Fort Siloso with polymates on Monday morning! I was late for an hr, blame myself for being a sleepyhead! Lucky they went for breakfast at ljs, ya again -.- HAHA Ok so our motive on visiting fort siloso is PROJECT. Its god damn tiring plus the scorching sun, KILLS!

Peacocks!

Headed to the beach next for some fun! I'm tanned!

Headed for steamboat @ Bugis next! I'm god damn hungry that day! My first breakfast/lunch/dinner!

Separated from the rest & headed for movies! Caught Laddaland @ Iluma at 9.40 with Celia, Ricson, Kianyew, Nicholas and seckhong. Kind of scary! Headed to geylang for some rounding next & then Changi Airport! Bought McCafe & slack throughout the night. My first midnight session with polymates!!! Thanks Ricson for the ride home! Hsh and slept @ 6am. God damn tiring!

2011-06-15T00:23:00.001+08:00

Getting a lil sick of being initaitive. Is 'asking' really that difficult? Bcos in this clique, no matter whom I hang out with, I will ask you along. But you wouldn't. Maybe I'm too used to treating ppl too good. I should S T O P.

2011-06-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates! Last week was the worst week I ever had in my poly times. 4 straight ICA in a week. I swear it was hell. FUCK SCHOOL SERIOUSLY. Its been 2 week since I last posted. Spend my day at sentosa with buddies and bbg on the 4th of june.

Had a lil chat with yiqin! Headed for dinner next while bbg and yiqin went off. After dinner buddies played with helium! I swear its fucking funny, but I only ve the videos on fb and I can't upload here, so well, too bad. Proceeded to bedok next to send wanzhen home~ Then had a long bus ride back to jurong. Headed to Safra next & slacked~

Caught Kungfu Panda 2 & The Hangover Part II with budies too. 2 movies in a week! Hehehe, hangover is a MUST watch movie. FUCKING HILARIOUS I SWEAR!

ok, XOXO

2011-06-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

Finally holidays. End of nightmare. Update tml

XOXO

Powerhouse ♥

2011-05-29T23:11:00.005+08:00

Headed to powerhouse last night like finally! I miss clubbing @ ph so much! Rebel kinda sian already hahaha. Clubbed with the other 3 beloved girls - Shihui bbg, Szeyun & Simyee! So excited b'cos I've never club with Simyee before! hehehe not a bad night though, just that we ended quite early as they were tired. Headed over to Mac for breakfast at 3 plus while Simyee stayed with her poly friends. Had breakfast over @ mac & headed home aftermath. The waiting of cab is atrocious despite on call. Only got a cab at 5.45am despite waiting from 5! Slept at 7 in the morning, it's been so long since I last slept at morning! Love my parent so much b'cos they no longer nag at me HAHAHA

Winston

Cute hor the cap! HELLOKITTY

Carlson

Sch tml (inserts super sad face!!) Enjoy your new week earthlings hehehe

XOXO

2011-05-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, I forgot to mention I caught priest last week with the whole bunch of buddies! Miss how we used to go out so often last time ): Met up with some of the buddies this week after sch for a mini slack session as usual~ Ok, this week is kinda slack as there's no sch on wed hehehe and only had 2 hrs of sch today! Hence, met up with second sis & headed over to bugis. Had Japansese buffet @ Let's Sweet! Sorry for the photo quality bcos I'm too lazy to bring my camera out + it's also a lousy cam HAHAHA. Hence, used phone to take instead! hehe

their buffet has all sort of pizza! first time having tako ball pizza LOL

LOOOK! Free flow of desserts! SO NICE

Till then.. XOXO

2011-05-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

Are you born a love serial killer?

2011-05-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

Sigh, presentation tml again. ): Ok I know I'm being a bitch by not updating as I promised. HAHAHA. Not in a very good mood that day. Ok, rewind. Last week headed to bbg house first then rebel with the girls! Our ladies night! Not a v good one though ): Fucking spend too much on drinks. Zzz. UTTERLY BROKE NOW ): AWWWW. Met up with buddies on sat night opposite my block for some chilled beers. HAHA, like uncle auntie right, i know. HAHAHA. Slacked over @ the playground next till late midnight before heading home.

Met second sis after school on friday! Headed to citylink Thai express for dinner. Because I was utterly broke plus knowing I'm v stress, she treated me dinner! AWWWW. Had a h2h talk session with her. Felt so relieve after pouring out to her. Love her to the max!!♥♥♥

XOXO

2011-05-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

This week is hell. Full of presentation and test! Can't wait for holiday! Promise to update TML.

XOXO ♥

Love

2011-05-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

Struggling with the word love. I got the urge to tell you how I feel. But there's consequence to face. Sigh. Gonna party tonight and get myself totally wasted..

2011-05-11T18:55:00.003+08:00

Hi all readers! I believe those who has my fb has seen this photo. Hehehe, cut short my hair! Nice hor! HAHAHAHA.

ok la, just kidding! FAKE short using my REAL hair, ok complicated. hehehe ok i think i look sibei guai and gentle here. but pic are deceiving ok

Headed to Great World City today after school today. Best yogurt I ever had! Although its 6 bucks

XOXO

EDITED

2011-05-08T03:41:00.002+08:00

Headed to AMK with polymates on Wednesday after school. Caught 'Thor' with them! I am fucking in love with Chris hemsworth! Can't stop whining about how handsome how fit he was! hehehe

Evangeline (;

*I forgot to mention I met my 2 sis on thursday after school! Met them Iluma for koi and then we went shopping. Money fly ): On the verge of filing bankruptcy already! Dinner with them aftermath * Slacked with buddies which was just mainly catching up till midnight and I forget which day it was. Well, caught 'Fast and Furious 5 at 10.50pm! Its fucking exciting! Got so excited when it comes to fighting, hehe. Headed to Jurong Central Park new open Mac to slack after the movie ends at 1 plus.

bbg<3

Home sweet home aftermath! Just reach home not long ago & my parents are still not asleep because of the election news -.- I bet that election will at least cover half of the newspaper tml! Ok, heading to bed soon. Lastly, Happy Mother's Day! ♥ XOXO

2011-05-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

School is fucking boring I swear! Don't understand any single shit today. Wasted my day in school ): Met up with buddies after school today for a mini slack session hehehe

XOXO ♥

Mum's birthday ♥

2011-05-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

Coffee bean with mum and Anthea sis in the morning before heading over to grandma's place yesterday..

that lil imp Alexus

crazily playing wii & monopoly deal

Dinner @ din tai fung

mum & bro

Anthea sis & dad

Second sis didn't join us for the birthday dinner b'cos of her work. Awwwww. Accompanied my parents to expo today and changi for a lil walk. Dad finally bought a tv set! And I sucessfully pyscho my dad in lending me $$ for my DSLR. hehehehe gotta wait for the next IT show. Hope he wouldn't change his mind! HEHEHE. Oh ya, I been skipping meals lately ): I don't know why my appetite for food drop so much! Always have one meal only ): & I only ate 2 subway cookies for the whole day and I'm not feeling hungry! WHATS WRONGGGGGG ):

2011-05-01T01:02:00.001+08:00

Been meeting bbg almost everyday! We met each other 6 days out of a weeeeek! HAHAHAHA. Club on friday night again. Okay I know i've been hitting the club lately on every friday. Not gonna go club next weeeeeek! HAHAHA. Ok I went to club for some reason okayyy. It was Desmond's advanced birthday celebration! Hehehe. Cabbed down to rebel with buddies! Spend $$ on drinks! Had Jager Bomb, Flaming Lambo and Tequila shots! Was so afraid I got drunk, lucky I didn't get wasted on that night!

Advanced birthday boy!

Not a very exciting night though. Mum's birthday which is like today. Happy Birthday dearest mummy! ♥♥♥ Okay gonna head to bed like now. Gotta visit grandma tml and dinner with family tml. XOXO

♥

2011-04-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

I can’t stop thinking about how disappointing I am

2011-04-27T16:43:00.001+08:00

Back on the dancefloor
French kissing on the floor
Heart is beating hardcore
The night has got me love sprung..

Short update

2011-04-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

Just back from dinner with buddies! Met up with bbg after school today! Thanks for waiting for me like half an hour? hehehe! Had a h2h talk with her! Met up with buddies and dinner tgt! Meet up with coach and cakee on saturday night for dinner! Swensen for dinner!

Been eating outside lately :( I think I one week nvr eat home cook food already ): Tml gonna be a good girl and stay at home! I'll try, hehe! And a good news is, sch tml is at 12pm hehehe, lesson cancel! Ok, thats all HAHAHA

2011-04-24T18:45:00.003+08:00

Back to update! First week of school still manage to pass by. Lesson cancel here and there and caught movie during the breaks with polymates @ bishan. Caught 'RIO 3D' and many of us fell asleep. HAHAHA. Was way too fucking tired. Kbox with buddies after first day of school. Slacking as usual with buddies over the weekdays. Met up with shihui bbg on thur after sch! hehehe. Town for shopping! $60 plus byebye. At least still ok la hor? THEN FRIDAY WAS THE SEXXXXXXXXX. Hit rebel on good fri! hehehehe. I'm fucking happy because all were there! I'll let the pictures do the talking instead..

Drank graveyard.. no cake at first..

Headed for shots and nit later on..

Ok.. then the kick come..

Grabbing boobs! HAHAHA

<3 YOU BBG!

OK THEN I WAS DEAD DRUNK. FEEL MUCH LIKE SUICIDE HAHAHAHA

Was feeling so terrible! I couldn't vomit anything out because I skipped meals. My appetite for eating sucks lately. Lucky the night was still young. There's still time for to revive! HAHAHA. Thanks bbg for wasting your time taking care of me and waiting for me to be sober for that hour! hehehehe <3! Headed back to the dancefloor when I revived. But the music sucks! What a night.. Sigh.. Ok, update sooon! Gtg prepare to meet bbg already! XOXO

2011-04-16T22:42:00.005+08:00

Hit the club last night! Hehe, powerhouse on wed was cancelled :( but instead headed to rebel with bbg and buddies! ok sorry no photos because i lazy bring my cam, and bbg brought the spoiled camera out instead! LOL. Nevertheless, fun and lovely night! Club dao my leg wanna break plsssss. Simyee jio me to powerhouse tonight, wa sibei gian go cos i gan pua long nvr go. But my leg bth, hahaha! Me happy girl!

2011-04-13T17:02:00.006+08:00

Some random drinking session with Des, Elvin, Kenneth and Wilfred after work. They finished the Vodka Pear before I reached :( Hence, drank the vodka Mango~ A totally crazy night!

Prawning session @ Bishan with the three bros! We got lost hahaha, lucky lao da was there to drive us! hahaha

while waiting for my prawn to be hooked, hehehe

Newton face like a serious only! LOL

The three bros left early as their parents came to fetch them for dinner~ Lao da then send me and bbg to bishan station~ Met Elvin and Kenneth @ vivo for dinner next! We were all fucking hungry!

Like pathetic right? Eat vege only.

Stopped work for this week~ Giving myself a week of rest before school's start. NYP's timetable really sucks. Zzz. Been slacking lately with buddies opposite my block, jp and safra. And one good news is I fianlly know how to cycle! LOL. Ok, i know it sounds ridiculous la, but o well~ hehehe! Just hoping bbg wouldn't be tired so I can hit the club tonight! Ok, thats all~ XOXO

SUSHI

2011-04-12T22:42:00.008+08:00

Sushi day with working friends. Met up with this 3 bros first because bbg is still sleeping. Headed to cine first because the 3 bros wanna play pool~ Sushi buffet next at orchad central~ Weak stomach that day. Only ate 7 plates :(

so cutexcxczczcx right this 3 bros!

my chawanmushi and inari sushi! Always never fail to order!

Headed for some arcade at cine next, slacked awhile and met up with buddies for a lil chat after that at jurong, hehehe. Update on drinking session and prawning session maybe later or tml! XXxxxXXxxxXXX

2011-04-07T02:32:00.001+08:00

Ok, time check now its currently 2.32AM. Still not tired :( Finally out with Hidhir on Monday! Like finally we catched up! Vivo for late lunch/early dinner.

Caught Morning Glory next. Not a very intersting movie though. Back to Jp while waiting for Guojie. Coincidentally met up with the rest of the buddy. Supper with Guojie and slacked with them. Headed to Jurong Safra for lan next. Working as usual on Tues~ As for today, met up with Kingston, Newton and Wenjie. They came to Boon Lay for dinner. Had sambal kangkong, sotong and stingray~ They came over to my block to slack~ hehehe.

Met up with Kenneth after they left. A short video of us! HAHA. He is so cute when I asked him to say Hi, he shows his teeth! HAHAHA

hehehe, XOXO!

2011-04-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

Ok seriously I'm in deep shit. I'm left with less than $30 in bankk :( I hope its 7 of march now! Money roll in my bank! Been lazing at home the whole day today. Slept at 7 in the morning and woke up at 5 plus. My body clock changed drastically during the holidays. Always slping at 4-7am in the morning and wake up 4-5pm in the evening. It always happen during the holiday :( & I miss vanessa :( Miss how we went to work previously with lots of fun and camwhoring~

Oh ya watched the sucker punch with buddies at cine the other day, vivo with work mates and caught World Invasion : Battle Los Angeles. Sheesha on friday with work mates and met buddies for supper. hehehe, oh ya sorry no pictures taken because I'm too lazy to bring my camera out, haha. That's all~ XOXO

Work

2011-03-29T22:35:00.006+08:00

Headed to Kbox with bbg, Des and Kenneth on monday night! Met up with Gj for supper next~ Headed home with kenneth ard 4am in the morning. But guess what, we reached home @ 6.30 am because of the heavy rain! No cab somemore! Really zzzz. Ok another day at work, taken with work friends.

Headed to Raffles for work with this funny bunch of buddies of mine on wed! Proceeded to Cine for lunch and then kbox next!

hehehe, retarded face!

Cabbed back home to pioneer mall and slacked awhile. God damn fucking tired! Survived the day with only 1 hr of slp. Some didn't even catch a wink! Alright XOXO!

2011-03-19T22:56:00.001+08:00

I want a guy who loves me
I want a guy who is serious
I want a guy who is tedious
I want a guy who TEXTS me everyday
I want a guy who kisses me goodnight
I want a guy who knows how to massage
I want a guy who is willing to cook for me
I want a guy who snuggles in bed with me
I want a guy who is faithful, real FAITHFUL
I want a guy who knows how to protect me
I want a guy who snatches blankets with me
I want a guy who makes me fall all over him
I want a guy who is willing to carry me around
I want a guy who hugs me tightly and fall asleep
I want a guy who knows how to handle my attitude
I want a guy who knows how to take care of my heart
I want a guy who is willing to sacrifice his time for me
I want a guy who likes watching movie/shows with me
I want a guy who holds my hand in front of whoever it is
I want a guy who will sacrifice his sleep just to accompany me
I want a guy who is not retarded in a r/s and exactly knows what he should do
I want a guy who knows when I'm really angry and puts in effort in humouring me
I want a guy who pester me home just because he wants to talk on phone with me
I want a guy who wouldn't complain and is willing to fetch me from school or anywhere sometime

Expectation high? Don't think so. whatever, XOXO

2011-03-17T03:26:00.001+08:00

Spend the whole afternoon clearing my room! So fucking boring! Just back from meeting Guojie and Des! Met gj ard 10 plus and he headed home ard 12 plus, and slacked with Des next till 3 plus. Surprised that we actually had a lot to say, hahaha. Work tml :( oh well, money money money~ Have fun people! XOXO

2011-03-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hectic weeek! West coast few days back with buddies, Powerhouse after work with bbg and buddies, movie Rango with buddies~ Since holiday I have never been back home early! Almost everyday homed after 2am. Daddy recently didn't reprimand me for going home so late! Except for that one time dunno why. LOL. Pictures taken after work before heading to powerhouse! Powerhouse on saturday not that fun, squeezy like fuck.

Supposed to head out to farmart tonight, but last min cancelled. Fucking furious I swear. Don't expect me to text or reply any of your texts -'-

F U C K I N G . P I S S E D . O F F

2011-03-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

如果一切能重来,那该多好..
我们还有机会重来吗?

Poly chalet

2011-03-10T17:07:00.002+08:00

Ok a v bad chalet. The worst I ever went. People pua stunt last min cannot go. Hence, to bring entertainment for ourselves, we decided to bring our friends there. Asked buddies over to have fun. All steady I like. 7 of them came, with liquour somemore, wa lagi best.

First night drinking. Ok, we were v noisy, like literally N O I S Y. LOL. Drank till 5 + in the morning, and slept awhile before breakfast/lunch tgt with all.

Back to chalet and slept again. Woke up and its bbq time~

And ya, not forgetting all the mj king

Nicholas and rest went to Aloha to find friends while my buddies mj. Ric and Celia went for movie. Left me alone. Pathethic you mei you :( Too bored until I decided to slp @ 4am. And then finally check out! Ji happy yi sia, cabbed home~

6 March 2010, Sunday

Meet up with Cakee and Jasmine on Sunday~ Headed to Vivo skypark for a h2h talk session~ Meet up with Coach next and headed to bugis for steamboat~ hehehe

<>

XOXO

Powerhouse ♥

2011-03-04T19:44:00.001+08:00

Headed to vivo for dinner @ The Chicken Rice shop. Hit the club on ladies night with Shihui bbg, Szeyun and her 2 friends.

I'm so happy because we didnt get drunk! hehehe! Dancefloor next, totally no feel at all :( Gotta slowly slowly get my feel~ Danced likea a mad after that, leg so suan lorx

hehehe, waterfall~

Cabbed back to Pioneer to meet buddies for breakfast. Slacked till 7 plus and cab home~ Bathed and crash right into my comfy bed hehehehe! Woke up ard 4 plus and meet up with buddies for movie @ night! Caught 'Gnomeo & Juliet'. Pasarmalam next and slacked awhile. Accompanied shihui home to change and back home to change. Guojie and Des then came over my block~ Guess what we did during midnight? JOGGING. Hell yes, jogging! haaha, Guojie power-pack siolxzcx! Des more good ah, bicycle all the way! Slacked with gj at my block while Des send bbg home~

Ultimate fun

2011-03-04T17:36:00.002+08:00

Last exam on Monday! Headed to Cine for movie! Caught 'The Rite'. Proceeded to Kbox next @ Scape with them~

Gay right? hahahha

Meet up with buddies @ night for dinner, and as a celebration for szeyun's birthday. Thai Express for dinner! hehehe, thinking back the tom yum soup wa saliva drooling le siazxzcx hahaha. Headed to Jurong Safra next. Slacked while they pool~

Out with Shihui bbg & Szeyun the next day(tue). Shopping hehehe, v happy! But money fly not happy la.

Haha. Meet up with gj @ jurong for dinner before heading home~

2011-03-02T13:27:00.002+08:00

Finally its holiday! So excited with the upcoming plans! hehehe ok timbre night on my birthday with Anthea and Jingyi sis~ hehehe! You can't imagine how long our convo can goes~ hahaha

Ordered duck pizza~ still taste exactly the same! SUPERB!

Calamari~

Buffalo Wings!

After our long convo, headed for dou jiang you tiao next~ heheh

PS: Sorry for the photos! Imageshack kinda have some problems! hahaha! XOXO

2011-02-26T12:55:00.003+08:00

Hi readers, can you all see my photos? Cos sometimes I seems to have problems seeing my pictures up on blog~ If really can't see, can comment me? Then I do something about it~ Ty!

2011-02-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

Monday paper sibei jialat siazxzxcx! how ah, I very scared fail siaxcxzx! :( Tml must work hard liao! Well..Can't wait for monday! Say hi to freedom! hehehehehe, I can't wait for the late nights, the partying, the drinking, everything! Upload soooooon! hehehe XOXO

2011-02-21T21:49:00.001+08:00

Depressed from studies :( I WANT HOLIDAY LARRRRR. God damn exams..

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2011-02-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

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2011-02-19T14:41:00.004+08:00

Met up with bbg yuting last week! She treated me to thai express as my birthday gift. Intended to treat her, but she insisted! Although we spend lesser time with each other, we never drifted apart! See you soon after my exams are over! ♥♥♥!

Polymates celebrated my birthday with me! ♥! Thank you for always not failing to make a mess out of me! They always bullied me with all those spray they have!

Ok see what Ricson got on his face..

Then my cute sister, evangeline!

Meet up with the usual buddies at town after test. Had sakae sushi with them~ You see their face! Fucking funny! Eat sushi until like this. hahahaha

Thanks shihui bbg!♥!

Headed back to jurong to slack awhile.. Then headed to westcoast next..

Weijun house bainian last saturday..

Headed to vivo next, caught "Just Go With It" with Guojie,Shihao and Elvin. Meet up with Des and Weihua.. Weihua got so drunk.. zzzz Caught Mr and Mrs Incredible the next day..

Had Thai Express with him on Valentine day, headed to Marina Barrage to chill out next with Elvin and Wanzhen..

Met up with guojie the next day opposite my block to chill..The rest of the buddies then come.. Then that night, we broke up. Yeap, I did it out of reason.. I'm sorry for all the hurt then..

Caught "No Strings Attached" with all the buddies including him the previous day. I'm glad that we can still hang out, although how awkard I know we will be.. Just stay strong alright :) Upload my bday celebration with Anthea and Jy sis @ Timbre sooon!

Dramatic life

2011-02-19T00:51:00.001+08:00

The truth is, I miss you..
(Kfc with our nose packs on.. rmb?) :(

我以為

2011-02-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

No one understand.. All I can say is sorry,对不起..

妳曾說不想有天讓我知道
妳對他　有那麼好
妳說會懂　我的失落
不是靠寬容　就能夠解脫

我以為我出現的時候剛好
妳和他　正說要分開
我以為妳　己對他不再期待
不縱容他　再給妳傷害

我以為我的溫柔　能給妳整個宇宙
我以翔我能全力　填滿妳感情的缺口
專心陪在妳左右　彌補他一切的錯
也釦琱蚢L天真　以為奇蹟會發生

他讓妳紅了眼眶　妳卻還笑著原諒
原來妳早就想好妳要留在誰的身旁
我以為我夠堅強　卻一天天的失望(卻輪得那麼絕望)
少給我一點希望　希望就不是奢望

我以為終究妳會慢慢明白
他的心　已不在妳身上
我的關心　妳依然無動於衷
我的以為　只是我以為

You had said that you didn't want me to find out
How good you treat him
You said you would understand my disappointment
It couldn't be relieved with just tolerance

I thought that I showed up at a perfect time
You and him were about to break up
I thought you no longer had any hope for him
You were not going to let him hurt you again

I thought my gentleness
Could give you the universe
I thought I was able
To fill the void in your relationship
Focusing on being by your side
Making up for all his mistakes
Maybe I was too naive
I thought miracle would happen

He made you cry
But you still forgave him with a smile
Turned out you already decided
Who you wanted to be with
I thought I was strong enough
But I was disappointed each day
If you had given me less hope
Then hope wouldn't have become so excessive

I thought you would eventually realize
His heart was no longer on you
You continue to be indifferent to my caring
My assumption is just that I assumed

I'm sorry, but I left my heart there

and its gonna be there for sometime..

2011-02-17T09:28:00.003+08:00

Yup.. I broke up, like again, i know.. I'm sorry for all the hurts I inflicted on you. Maybe we shouldn't start off at first.. My biggest regret ever. Now, I've not only lost a relationship, I lost my friendship, our friendship.. I know you're in pain, likewise me too. Seeing you gotten so hurt by me aches my heart. I lost my appetite, I lost my mood. I hope time can cure your pain and everything remains the same. I know its difficult but at least try.. I thank god for the great buddies we had. Standing by your side when you are about to fall. The ever first time I felt so bad pushing you away.. Its like history repeating itself, just like how D used to push me away.. Is god trying to make fun of me? Ok, I know I should blame myself for not knowing how to cherish this r/s. But whatever I did, I did it out of reason. I chose this path myself, hence I will never regret whatever I did.

CNY

2011-02-12T14:56:00.001+08:00

hihi everyone! How's your CNY!? Hehe, my kinda sucks because I got a project to rush :( No CNY feel this year~ Ok, Reunion Dinner with relatives last last satuday which is 29 January.

Celebrated Anthea sis birthday when we reached home~ Happy Birthday Anthea sis! ♥

Renioun Dinner @ home with family on CNY eve

CNY 1ST DAY:

CNY SECOND DAY:

HEHE MY COUSIN DAUGHTER V THE CUTE HOR!

DOTA SIAOZXZCZX

THE LOTUS SOUP WA BEST AH, REALLY BEST!

Headed to Eugene house next bainian~ AMK LEH~ FKING FAR. Steamboat, poker lo still gt what? hahaha

Elvin and Wanzhen~

Bingxin and Eugene~

Leeting~

Baby fetched all of us home, hehe. Headed home ard 3 plus while they slacked @ pm. Fucking tired!

Kenneth house bai nian~

Baby's mum and baby's bro gf~

Headed to baby's home next. All of them were gambling while Im sleeping. zzzz. Don't know why Im such a pig. LOL! Woke up to do brush up project and then headed to watch movie with the clique! Caught Its a great great world! Dampen mood lor! 1.40 start movie, nb 2.15 then show commercial. Jitao really zzzzzzzzzzzz. Fucking tired!

Baby they all machiam gamble addict. From chu er keep gamble! Met Guojie, Elvin and Kenneth at jp on wed to watch HomeComing! Fucking funny! hahahaha. Headed to guojie house next to gamble! Played awhile with them and I won $8. hehehehe. Fall asleep cos i was fucking tired, home ard 5am. Jitao crash my bed once I reach home! Ok, update more about my bday and outings soon! XOXO

Eyelash extension

2011-02-08T14:35:00.003+08:00

Did I mention I did eyelash extention? Did it a week ago~ hehehe, kinda sucky because its so troublesome when it comes to washing face! Upload CNY by this week! ♥♥♥ Gotta prepare to meet yuting later~ hehehe! XOXO

Maybe you just don't understand

2011-02-03T19:30:00.001+08:00

I think that when you fall in love with someone, every single day you spend with them, you fall in love even more. It’s like you find something else to love about them everyday. The way they laugh, the way they sneeze, even the way they blink. I think that’s how relationships last — when things are exciting. Every day you spend with that person is like an adventure into their soul.

2011-02-02T18:58:00.000+08:00

Upload again on reunion dinner with relatives at Pu Tian last saturday and Anthea sis's birthday when Im free again.. Reunion dinner sooon with family later. Enjoy your reunion dinner peeps! ♥

xoxo

2011-02-02T18:51:00.001+08:00

Finally get the chance to upload everything! Been so fucking busy with projects and test in school :( CNY still have to bring laptop along to rush out project, you say kelian anot, hais. Ok la, celebrated shihui's bbg 19th birthday earlier before her actual birthday at PizzaHut. Gave her a midnight surprise on her actual day with his bf and polymates, hehehe, hope you enjoyed your birthday with us! ♥.

Wilfred's 19th Birthday celebration at bugis for steamboat, hehehe. His treat! Nice!

this one like kawaii hor, but then hor the taste really sucks. tsk >.<
Birthday Boy Wifred~

Guojie~

Elvin and Wanzhen~

this one really funny max, LOL. SO CUTE

Ok, then i got sick last two days which is on a monday. I was fucking sick :( severe headache plus fever. Because I spent lesser time with baby this few weeks, met him for dinner despite sick. Guojie, Desmond, Weihua, Elvin, Kenneth joined us for dinner too~ Headed to Jurong Hill for zhi cha. Gan pua ex you mei you, ate less than a quarter of rice, little food = $17 All because of me not feeling well, wasted! I still vomit out food, totally waste!

Then tuesday was my first month with baby ♥. Skipped school because I was still unwell. Then met baby at night when I was feeling better. Sakae Sushi with baby and then back home to acc baby's mummy. Watched tv while waiting for the rest of the buddies to come. Headed to 500 plus around 11 plus with baby's mum, sis and buddies. Back ard 2.30 and headed to Mark's carpark to wash car. Midnight wash car so funny~ Sibei tiring! Headed to 651 for supper later on~

XOXO

busy like a bee

2011-01-23T23:46:00.001+08:00

I still haven got time to upload bbg's birthday celebration, wildfred's birthday celebration, outings~ sigh.. Why isit so that my schedule is packed so tightly. Hate everything about my course :( I promise to update before new year ok! most probably wed if i got time, depending if i revised finish my stuffs, got a test on thur :( xoxo

2011-01-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

hehehehehehe finally this week is coming to an end!

Just finished presentation. This week 3 presentation you tell me stress not! Not enough slp, rushing out proposal, report, powerpoint slides plus test somemore leh! Somemore not 1 only, really FML. Really sibei stress sibei fucked up :( FINALLY ITS OVER WAHAHAHAHAHA. SHOPPPPPING TIME! But shag next week test and presentation again :( Ok, finally lesson finish, going home now hehehehe! XOXO