Saturday, October 8, 2011 | 12:02:00 AM | 0 comments
Not been home on sun and tue, reached home on wed prepared and off to powerhouse. Dad is raging. But home is just too stress for me to stay.. Thoughts just went wild.. Hate myself in this pathetic state.
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Honestly, I’m not sure if I should keep holding on or if I should let go. It’s stupid to hold on to something that just keeps hurting you, but it’s also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted. Want to know something? The time I was with you was the happiest I’ve been in a long time. That’s part of the reason it’s so hard to get over you and move on, because you were such a significant part of my life and the thought of losing you killed me. Now I feel like I’m never going to be happy again, at least not as happy as I was with you. To tell you the truth, I’d give anything to get back that time, even go through the hurt again.
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Eletheowl
