Friday, September 30, 2011 | 1:12:00 AM | 0 comments
Hurt again.. Never did I expect this to end so fast.. It's piercing right through my heart. Nothing can explain how hurt I am right now. Reading back those wall post we posted, those nights staying over at your place.. I really felt so happy back then. I miss hugging you to slp.. Miss how you hug me to sleep.. I miss sleeping beside you and I miss those small little fights we had.. Don't understand why every time I gave my all to a guy and I'm bound to get ditched and hurt, like always.. I don't know what I do to deserve all this shit. I finally walked out of my nightmare, opened my heart to someone whom I thought wouldn't bring pain to me.. but in the end you left me alone again. I stupidly thought we could last. I'm such a pathetic loser. Always couldn't make a guy fall strong enough for me. I swear my heart is all yours now, but I know you'll never be back again. Nothing could change your mind.. Maybe it's time I face the fact that you're gone for real and we're over.
