Thursday, September 15, 2011 | 12:26:00 AM | 0 comments
Been quarreling with bby lately. I don't know why, but I hated quarreling. I wish everyday could be the way we are last week when I was staying over at your place for 2 days. I genuinely felt happy and you're the cause of it. I know I disappointed you by drinking and then negative thoughts and hurt came all rushing back at me. I just want this r/s to work out. I don't wanna suffer from any heartbreak anymore. Whatever it takes to make this r/s work, Im gonna try. I can sense that you lost your trust to me and I don't know why I just felt like your love for me has decreased. I really hope it's me who's being paranoid. Update on Taiwan trip soon when I get the photos. XOXO
*& cousins who see this please keep it to yourself. I don' want to risk my freedom*
