Sunday, July 3, 2011 | 4:42:00 AM | 0 comments
Sudden feel to pen down my thoughts. For those who know me, or those who read my blog should ve known that I was with D a year ago and our r/s lasted for 6 months. I was on bad terms with my dad after he get to know our r/s but never did I regret having this r/s. It's been a year and I admit I still miss him, even now.. I sort of wanted him back in my life. I don't know why am I still holding on. Forgetting the hurt and past doesn’t make it all better, it just makes it hurt again when you suddenly remember. The hurt I never ever forget for the rest of my life. Maybe it's the dote and care that he shown made me forget all those hurt he inflicted on me. I don't know if its me being stubborn or what. But I believed once you have feelings for someone, those feelings will always be there. You may not like them anymore, but you’ll still care. From D I found what true love was. I never felt like this in my previous r/s before. He was everything I wanted. I hope reality comes and slap my face real hard so I can wake up & stop holding on. Why do you leave so much memories behind.. Sometimes the best memories are sad, because you know they will never happen again. Kk I should really stop, memories is filling my brain now zzz
Just thoughts