" So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud? You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. That's what happened. As the relationship progresses, first fights happen, tears come & smiles fade. If you find yourself hating him after the stupid mistakes he makes, you truly dont love him. Sometimes, the right guy comes along, he makes mistakes just like the rest and you will get mad at him but the difference between infatuation and love is that even when you’re still mad at him, you still want to be with him. Thats what happened. "

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Well, I may seems like a weak girl after D ruined this whole entire relationship I had with him. Literally ruined me. I lost myself in the woods. I needed alot of time to get used to being alone. So I thank all of the people who prevent me from falling. I thank all of your advices and now I'm back on track. I don't think I love D anymore, since don't know when. I don't give a fucking damn to how sweet he was with another girl or whatever. I don't spend time thinking how he's doing and what he's doing anymore. Most probably spending times wondering how did I even forgive him in the first place? Despite the pain you brought me, I still want to be with you. I want you. Why? Because I love you. But well, I really loved him at that point of time, so, no regrets. Love overwhelmed me. But nw, I given up. Because I see no point holding on. He's not worth it anymore. But it came to a relieve because I'm still growing strong. I enjoy my life with those lovely people ard me, my great pillars in exact. They never failed to make my day happier. This is the only time I felt that being single is so much better and comfortable than being in a relationship. I feel so blessed having this great pillars ard! Always there listening to your sorrow, sharing your burdens, your happiness..