Monday, October 25, 2010 | 10:22:00 PM | 2 comments
I'm tired.. tired of having to act strong, tired of having to act okay, tired of having to pretending to be a happy girl. I want to stop all these pretending. I want to be honest to myself. I miss you, and I really do..
The truth is I still care and always will. I’m not the type of girl who lets people walk out of my life and pretend that they don’t matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to him but, I still care. I’m always going to think back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so and so. I hope they’re all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you’re in my heart, you’re there forever.
No one has the right to condemn you on how you repair your heart.. because no one knows how much you’ve been hurt.
People tell you to move on or find someone ‘better’ but its not that easy . You think I didn't put in enough effort? How can you forget someone that gave you so much to remember. Those memories. The place we went too, it reminds me of everything, every single thing. You aren't in my shoes, hence you wouldn't understand the path I walked through.
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