Saturday, September 11, 2010 | 8:50:00 PM | 4 comments
Ok, I'm messed up like totally. I'm confused. I can't find back the real me. I enjoy playing, I'm mischievous now. I don't know what I want anymore. I changed, really. But changed to what? I don't know. I don't know if I'm ready for the next r/s, although I move on already. The reason why I don't want to accept a new r/s? Its because I can never ever find back the confidence in treating the next one good. You guys deserve the best. Not those cold shoulders shrugged by me. And I'll never ever fall for any of my guy's friend because when it doesn't work out between the both of us, this friendship is lost. I don't want to risk having a few months of happy r/s and having a whole time life regret losing this big pillar of mine.
