Thursday, July 29, 2010 | 10:21:00 AM | 0 comments
" You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to try to live without them"
I don't know why my heart is so stubborn. I've got no idea why. The times when I'm alone, I think a lot. Its you, always been you. The only person I would ever love so much in this lifetime will be you. I am not going to commit in other r/s anymore, because in the end the one getting hurt will be me again. I don't trust love anymore. I can say I’m fine when you don’t see me cry. I can say I can move on when I couldn't even try. I can say I’m happy when I just want to die. But I can’t say I still love you when you said goodbye. The times you said goodbye, I had a hard time back on my feet. I miss you more today than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow. I no longer have the urge to call you, to text you, to talk to you anymore. I'm slowly adapting to the days without you. I'm wishing that someday.. you'll miss me terribly that no matter how hard you'll look for me, you wouldn't find me. Because I want you to miss me the same way I'm missing you. I never knew how strong I was, until being strong is the only choice I had.
