The day you wished for is here. I granted you your wish. You're gone. This time, its real. There's no turning back. My heart is feeling so empty now. I'm at a loss, really. I never felt like this before. Those tears just come and go. My mood just come and go. I don't know how to control it. I can feel the pain right now. Its piercing through so hard that I can't seems to breathe. Baby, I really really don't want things to end up this way. I wanted you. I wanted you so badly. I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The thing we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. You just can't stop appearing in my mind. How long will this end? I don't want to suffer from this heartache. I cannot take it. Why must I be the one who suffers? Those thought, those happy moments we had. Why do they have to go and fade away? I miss the last day with you yesterday, the last time we lied on bed, the last hug, the last kiss, the last time you held my hands, the last time we went shopping together, the last time I went work with you, the last dinner we had, the last time you made ice milo for me, the last time I sit with your family watching dramas together, the last time we laughed together, the last time we smoke together, the last time you wipe away my tears, the last advice your parents gave, the last hug I had with your mum, the last time you send me home, the last time you called me baby, the last time you said you love me, I dont want any of this seriously. But I've got no choice, but to give you up. See you in 2 weeks time, bye love forever.