Your pictures. My laptop display pic, my phone display pic, my msn messenger display pic, the photo frame in my room, your picture on my notebook, your picture inside my wallet, the letter 'D' I hang on my phone, the blinkblink I pasted 'S ♥ D' on my phone, its you. All you. It always been you. I don't bear to change any of that. I still don't want to wake up, I don't want to face this nightmare. I didn't expect this nightmare to come so far. But I still have and got to handle this.

Dear you,

I know you will be reading this. You don't have to feel guilty or sad anymore ok :) I'm gonna stay strong, I am strong. This nightmare will soon be gone. I believe I can do it. Believe in me alright? The feeling I have for you will fade soon, soon I promise. I wont let emotions take over me again. I'll occupy my time with full of shit, don't worry ok? Meanwhile takecare ok, and please be careful while riding, don't make your parents worry anymore. See you and your mum soon when I really put you down :D