I couldn't forget. I just couldn't forget. I'm stupid, I'm naive, I'm helpless. Its hurting so badly that I cant fall asleep, even god is not helping me. I just want and need a good sleep. But who knows, god make fun of humans, he puts me through torture. Woke up at 4 in the morning and I cant fall asleep back. The moment I kept my eyes closed, memories filled my brain, heart is under so much pain, tears just cant stop flowing. What did I do to deserve all of this? I gave you my heart, your freedom, everything. No comfort is needed because I know what I get in the end will be a lecture from you guys. You need not add salt to my wound and pretending you actually cared. Call me a wimp, a loser, I dont care now. Even if I know I'll regret in future, I dont want things to be what they are now. I didn't expect this enormous pain. This is too much to bear. Too much to bear. I lost my senses. I really lost my senses. I'm going crazy soon. Im not strong, not strong enough to walk through this ordeal. I love you baby.