I'm typing this in my living room and listening to te amo now. My mum and sis is laughing at me because I covered myself with my thick cotton blanket. Don't know why I'm feeling so cold nowadays. Out dinner with Baby and friends to celebrate Baby's sister Agnes birthday yesterday. Westcoast next for drinking and poker session. Home ard 2 plus and headed out ard 5 plus to have breakfast with baby and sleepover at his house. Baby, thanks for trying to maintain this relationship. The last thing on earth I would ever want to see is you leaving me. You meant the whole world to me, trust me. The thought of you leaving my world, its torturing, my heart ache at the every thought of it. I hope you'll stay beside me. I just hope both of us could forget about everything else and enjoy every moment we had now. Don't think. Don't fucking think. Just let things remain this way ok baby. I enjoy every little accompany from you. I LOVE YOU.