Monday, June 14, 2010 | 9:39:00 PM | 0 comments
Conflict again. This relationship. How long can it last? My heart is half-dead now, but still clinging on. I don't know whats wrong with us, or maybe its me. But both parties is definitely at fault because it takes two hands to clap. I'm feeling so fucked up now. You just don't understand me, is it that hard to understand? Fuck all of these shit. Its not like I'm going too overboard or something beyond it. I've given you freedom, in fact way too much freedom. I let you to powerhouse, I let you play games with friends at night, till morning in fact, for almost everyday now. It slowly became part of your life. Whats left next? I got to wait for you to wake up the next afternoon, everyday! Whats followed next? Its either you playing your games, you sleeping, and me, to find some stuffs or watching show to entertain myself. It slowly became our routine, is every relationship like this? Or is it I haven adapt myself to it? I don't want a relationship to be like that! I am so sick and tired of all of this shit. I just want a simple relationship, I just need your morning and afternoon time, is it that hard? I know you've been giving in alot lately, but you just don't see what's wrong with our relationship. You don't know how to prioritise things, whats worse is you don't know how to manage your time. I am so fucking piss off right nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. I know my words are kinda harsh, esp just now, but you know I don't mean it. I badly need your hug now, feeling so piss off yet sad. :( Tears just cant stop flowing, heart just cant stop bleeding
我连呼吸也好难受