Friday, May 21, 2010 | 11:44:00 AM | 0 comments
It doesn't matter
That you had the courage to tell me
The easy way out
Was to free up your guilt, laid it on me
What do I care?
If it didn't really mean a thing why'd you do it?
I'm standing here
Looking at someone who doesn't
Know they blew it, yeah
You should have lied
Cause' your stupid mistake
Made my world crash down
Now its goodbye
No you can't take it back
Once the truth has come out of your mouth
So you tried to be honest
But honesty blew it this time
You should have lied
If a tree falls inside of a forest and nobody hears it
It wont affect anybody 'cause no one will miss it
What would I care
If you were dying from the guilt of keeping a secret?
This isn't fair
'cause now I've gotta be the one dealing with it
I don't get it
Where was your conscience when
You were with her
Couldn't you hear it scream out?
That you had the courage to tell me
The easy way out
Was to free up your guilt, laid it on me
What do I care?
If it didn't really mean a thing why'd you do it?
I'm standing here
Looking at someone who doesn't
Know they blew it, yeah
You should have lied
Cause' your stupid mistake
Made my world crash down
Now its goodbye
No you can't take it back
Once the truth has come out of your mouth
So you tried to be honest
But honesty blew it this time
You should have lied
If a tree falls inside of a forest and nobody hears it
It wont affect anybody 'cause no one will miss it
What would I care
If you were dying from the guilt of keeping a secret?
This isn't fair
'cause now I've gotta be the one dealing with it
I don't get it
Where was your conscience when
You were with her
Couldn't you hear it scream out?
I have never been strong enough to stay. People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn't. staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one. So many chance, so many forgiven. How much have I gave in. But what I get is your betrayal, the hurtful words that you kept throwing at me. No one understands it, I think I'm just too hopelessly in love with you which destroys me. I don't know how long can I take this anymore, so many advices to end this r/s, but I cant bear. The hurt, the lies, the betrayal, the many many little things, I got to endure this, endure this all by myself. No one to share to, no one to reveal, for who's sake, to protect you, to leave some face to you for my friends, for my family members. Who else can I share to? No one, only myself. Why must I endure all this pain and suffering like always!? If only I ended this r/s with you earlier, it may ease some of the pain. I cant imagine how I forgiven you, that hurt, its too much to take. Is is the love that makes me forgive you? I'm unsure of my feelings now. Everything seems so messed up. How can we go back to square one? Cant you just make me feel that its worth it to forgive you, that you'll changed for the better? Rather than promising things you cant do and end up hurting me again. Baby, 1 week, just 1 week, if nothing is changing, its time for me to move on, no matter how hard it takes. Its gonna be the time we bade goodbye.
