Wednesday, April 21, 2010 | 11:21:00 PM | 2 comments
Outing with Nyp's mates
Met up with dearest Yuting next
Hectic week. Poly has officially started and its only the fourth day I'm attending which makes me feel like quitting already. Had a outing last friday with nyp mates. Headed to Nyp to collect our student card before heading down to Vivo. Enjoyed the day with Nyp's mates. Met up with dearest Yuting at town during evening, late dinner with her @ Waruku. Caught up alot with her! Meet up soon again ok bitch! Met baby and the usual peeps ard midnight. East Coast next to catch bear, lol. Baby caught me one! :) Baby's home next for mj. Stayed over @ baby's house. Baby came to nyp today to fetch me again, and he cooked for me! :D Hmm, life's a bitch. Baby, I want you to know you meant alot to me. There's seems to be problems arising lately which makes me feel like this r/s ain't worth my involvement anymore. I was on the verge of giving up, wondering why do I allow a jerk in my life. My heart ache and I hate you, I seriously hated you at the moment. I wondered, why is this happening to me again. My heart seriously ache. I feel the hatred inside me. That's why I know how much you mean to me, how much I love you, how much I dont want you to leave me and how much I wanted to be with you. I cant bear to give up this r/s. I was really infuriated today, I'm speechless, I'm exasperating, I almost couldn't take it anymore. But you promised me, you assured me, everything is ok. You'll be my side, you promised. You made up your decision and assured that I'm the one you love. I hope this is the last time I'm getting hurt, because I don't want to bear all this nonsense anymore. All of this shit is going to be over, you assured me. And I hope you'll do it. Baby, I want to walk this journey with you, may any circumstances, I hope we both stand still. I love you.
