Friday, November 13, 2009 | 12:07:00 PM | 0 comments
I dont know why. Things changed. Its never like this before. Changed. Totally changed. I opened my heart and shared with you my thoughts. Over and over again. However, it seems like its of no use. You did not change, you did not even try to change. You leave things as it is. Sometimes I wonder, what if you leave me? What would happen? I realised, nothing would happen. People can replace your place. I guess you realised I have my own friends and seldom do I want to interact with you. I do so because I want you to realise the change in me now which is the change in you now. You treated me like this. And now, I want you to taste back the feeling I exactly feel. But, you dont care. You simply dont care. I dont want to give up. But it seems like you chose to give up. I feel so suffocated. Suffocated by the fact that I'm stuck in between the both of you. When you're lonely and that person is busy, then my name will pop out in your mind. Its unfair isnt it. Who am I to you exactly? Who am I. Who are you. Why must things change when it isnt like this before. You dont go out with me as often as you claimed you were busy. Disappointment again and again. Sometimes I wonder, what if the person who called is him? Will things remain the same? It just seems that your world evolves around him. With or without me, it makes no difference to you. We walked a long journey together. Is this how it is supposed to end? I hope not so.
Is this what we call best friend, sister?